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"Some people are distressed day and night, because of a disagreement with their spouse, son, or relative, or because they have had to forbear criticism, or because of some other trivial event. Such are the calamities of these people. They have no aspiration to higher principles or goals to keep them busy, and they have no noble ambition in their lives to an end for which they can strive day and night. It has been said, `When water leaves a container, it is then filled with air'. Therefore reflect on that which gives you cause for concern or anxiety, and ask yourself this: does it merit your energies and toils? This is an indispensable question, because whatever it is that causes your anxiety, you are, with mind, flesh, and blood, giving it energy and time. And if it does not merit your energy and time, you will have squandered a great deal of your most precious resources. Psychologists say that you should judge everything in proportion to its true value and then put it in its proper place."

"So give to each situation according to its size, weight, measure, and importance. And stay away from immoderation or from exceeding the proper bounds."

- Don't Be Sad

If your parents has done something that humiliates you to the max, in front of an outsider, what would you do?

Feel so determined to removed those statues that I detest the most. Believing a dead man's theory and evolving it to a religion; believing it is simply bullshit. Superstitious is the worst thing from the Pandora box. I detest both for the way it shape my family's perception. And detest it for making my life miserable. I really had a hard time.

I wish that someone or something can pull me out of this hardship. I feel so struggle. I have been trying my best but I just couldn't get out of the sadness.

I wasted a lot of time and I have not been living life to the fullest:

I have been procrastinating much because of a failure. I couldn't recover from a failure for 3 years.

I have been constantly worried and sad about it but I have not done anything to salvage the situation. Instead, I have been hurting the people I love most.

“Among the most beloved of people to Allah are those who have the best attitudes.” 

God has taken away the most precious things in my life for a reason.